i am suffering from intrusive thoughts, and have been for some years. The worst part of this whole scenario is getting involved with NHS mental Health in the early 80s, where they diagnosed me as a schizophrenic..and proceeded to emotionally blackmail with it for the next 30 years, forcing me to stay on neuroleptics, on the grounds of this sort of report i have recently seen in my medical records. It said: dresses badly, arrived at my office sweating and looking dishevelled. Remarked to him he could be sectioned if the medicine doesn't work, etc. This was when i was bringing up my daughter from three months, with a totally psychotic father.
Now the nhs is trying to tell me i am still psychotic, determined to force me onto medication through the if you bite the hand that feeds game, and i am obsessed with intrusive thoughts about how society deliberately alienates people if they don't seem to fit in.
They are obsessively looking for evidence and finding it. To hell with the Hippocratic oath. The nhs is a political party akin to BNP. See what I mean, and I know it's bonkers, but they might well have caused this!