I suffered a hemorrhagic stroke three years ago. I am trying to get back to life again. I am on disability checks, and have sustained enormous changes to what was, a productive and hard working life. My old self was gone, but God has given me the opportunity to come back again! However, I cannot feel the great feeling of sleepiness, I can't fall asleep, and stay asleep. I also have suffered the death of a dearly beloved sibling (older brother).